finally that postman arrived -tho i had to guide him- =.="
anyway got my acceptance letter. that made me happy. n i hv to reply to them by 16th. which make me feels so sad. i wont shed a tears bout this. but i cant hold it, is it me who don't understand the situation or is it them who wont actually listen? when i tried to explain or tell bout whats its gonna be..they dont even wanna listen to it..not interested in it. whats the use of having that letter...i can't stand looking at it, it suppose to cheer me up. i've been waiting for that letter, instead it made me wanna cry everytime i hold it. i realised that i'm being ignored day by day in here. its good tho, let me just be by myself.oh god....don't crumbled that one happiness n dream i'm looking forward to, please don't crushed my heart again..it's not my heart alone that will be crushed...i'm listening to field of hope song, i don't see any hope in me anymore. it's funny how one's happiness can be washed out in an instance. i'm in no mood to talk to any1. its just frustrated.