when i look at the calendar, seeing 2010 instead of 2009 doesn't mean a thing to me..for me it's just a mere number..from 09 to 10. i don't feel the excitement of 'new year''new resolution' shit, it's just from today to tomorrow nothing different of the usual cycle of the earth. i feel no different even if it's 2010, though on the 3rd day itself i FOUGHT with my teddy n quarrel with anis( due to both side being over emotional). lost my old key (they changed the door knob instead of making a new copy -security measure i guess). d room was bloody dusty n gave me unstoppable sneezes. the damned construction at the back of the campus still on going and it's freaking disturbing. this is a university.. idiots, build ur house somewhere else. what's more my timetable is like poop, i don't want to mention who are the lecturers, half of it are the how-the-hell-did-they-become-a-lecturer lecturer. sigh.

honestly from the bottom of my heart, i HATE staying here, i WOULD travel from home to uni if mama n ayah allowed. i don't like to stay here in the campus, it kills every brain cells in my head. it's dead boring, unmotivated, who wants to share bathroom huh? what's more with the "unhygienic" species. plus, they put CCTV on every floor, even on the corridor near he toilet. even if it's for security u don't have to be too much. i see it more like a PERVERTED purpose..putting a CCTV on girls floor, in front of the toilet n along their corridor..that's SICK!! oh great..i'll continue later with the ranting, hv class at 2..pfft