i went home last 2 weeks, it's feels unreal to see mama n ayah..haha..i'm serious unreal.. time flies so freaking fast..before this they were so far away n i can still remember every thing i used to do back in qatar n still remember when i see them off at the airport. now they are back for good. closer to me :D. i can't detached myself from ayah, i don't know why..hehe..since all the misunderstood was cleared, i know how's his feeling all this time and of course why he reacted that way..he's an overprotective, loving and sensitive daddy. when i had a bad arguing with him, how hurt i was. i know he was hurting too. even tho i cried so bad n lost hope (haha) i still look up to him. i still love him so so much, incomparable cuz he's my daddy n the first man i love. as for mama..it's a bit turnover sometimes. but i would still go to her and become her baby again like always. right now i'm here with them and will stay till 4th of jan. i hope things will improve..i'm extremely looking forward for this sem break. as for college, my exam already started on last Friday, haven't study thoroughly. i cleaned up my room last week.boy, i have so many junks n scraps. i threw away whatever i think that has no use to me hehehe. even some notes that i don't think anyone wanted to read. i read New Moon again, read the whole book in almost 5 hours..how crazy is that.. while i didn't even finished my notes for the exam..ha ha..as usual when I'm too engulfed in the story. i could imagine the story like a projector. projecting all the image, scene and whatever that is in the book in my head. from the early chapters till 3/4 i cried and cried while reading. i was so angry at edward and feel a deep sympathy towards bella. n i absolutely dislike jacob!! sorry jacob's fan.
already finished reading Eclipse, my goodness, i need to read my notes like serious lols. i had the usual diarhea this morning. -_- i feel like changing my stomach lining into steel. listening to satellite heart n the meadow over and over again, the melody is so soothing. hmmm..today had a thorough talk to ayah, mama n kak cik lols, well i'm glad i didn't turn to be a drama. they accepted it with open heart :) n i know my part of what i should do. i'll be true to it. this is my prmise :D *inhale* 2009 is about to end, i could say it's a good year somehow..hehehe. i will welcome 2010 with arm wide open~ goodbye all the stress n glooms.
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