sometimes u just want to turn back time..u just want to close ur eyes n hope that when u open ur eyes u would be back at the moment that u had wish for..after that, u will think that the 'future' was just a nightmare..then u realised, apparently it was just a wishful thinking..no matter how hard u wish n hope for..it will never happen. never ever...

sometimes, u just want to sulk n cry. give up everything n isolate urself. someone told me that, even if u fall down for 100 times don't give up, try to stand again. it's easier to say than doing it.u will be so tired n fed up.eventho u've tried to change it wont last..so far my longest 'happy' days r 3 days. trouble n problem finds me..i didnt even search for them! i tried to be so patience n accepted them. but i'm too weak n fragile. i can't take it, it's too much when every single week my life won't b at peace at all. if i don't have brain, i would be like the stray cat n sit in d middle of the road to be ran by a car or anything.

ppl will say i'm emo n what else do i want? It's hard to explain, u just have to be in my shoes..some people r bloody ungrateful of their life right now. open ur eyes widely n stop whatever u're doing that u will regret soon.. i've lost my chance n i will nvr get it back ever again..it's a painful feeling to live in every day..