why...?  

Posted by A'fifah



my favourite picture..when i look at him, the feeling transfer..it's sad n gloomy..but he tried to hide them..

sometimes...it's really unfair...is it me or them...i feel like peeling my skin of right now..it's really uncomfy n itchy....dampy n musty...i clean the room..i sweep..i mop off all the dust...can't she do the same? i washed my body i think 3 times today n 1 for 1 hour...still this room will make me feel so uneasy....it's hot n damp...DAMP DAMN IT! thanks to mom for giving me that salty rock lamp...it seep away all the musty smeellllssssss.....when i left the room n came back, as i open d door..d smell, oh my goodnes..it's soury n musty! she even closed the windows n off the fan...how could i live like this? i've tolerate many things...how can i read my notes in this condition...i'd prefer study in d toilet than in my own room! the water filter pipe broken...some1 stole my precious cappuccino mug...the surrounding is sooo dirty n dusty...rashes starting to dominate my face....i've spend so so much for food now...it made me stress....i can't cook in here...sigh...eventho it's in d unii area but it sucks...it's a living hell! i was fine for the last 10 months...but now it turned worst...i so want to jump off the window....i've been patience for so long....2 sems to go..n i don;t think i could do it wholeheartedly like before.....why....


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