another sleepless night..i was sleepy before, very³ sleepy but as i lay my head on the pillow, i couldn't sleep...the itchiness thaat linger everywhere on my body..i feel so suffocate in this room..so small so dusty...i can't take it anymore..my stuff are too many to fit in this room..it's freaking small n expensive!!! i can't even wash my clothes, i can't even cook, i can't even use the useless internet connection that is provided..it doesn't function...i paid 400-500 for this crappy surrounding...to find food, yes it is easy but it's expensive..i'm tired of eating outside food..tired of eating MAGGI, tired of eating bread...junk food..they renovate the café area..have to walk all the way down the hill n up again n have to climb 4 floors up...everytime i eat i feel so sinful...i spend so much money for a simple dish while they r millions of homeless n hungry ppl around the world...right now i feel so blue..the rent of the room is so expensive, it doesn't suit with the condition i'm living around...it's very dusty...front n back are on construction...the water filter i'm not sure if there's filter in it...the hostel café is not goood, slow n again expensive..plus it's not a muslim ppl who cooks...i can't share in a cramped up room..i don't even have enough space to study! my desk already full with my computer, printer, and books..i don't even hv space to store my food..had toput it on my shoes shelf..it's a DISGRACE!!!! let me out of here...i'm suffocating...please someone help let me get out of this expensive prison...i really want to cry...cuz it's really heartbreaking...i wanted to sleep n i couldnt i wanted to study but it's so uncomfortable....what should i do....