here's the update after the exam..on the 17th of august 2009, my granma whom i love dearly passed away..it was a total shock for me n others too..i arrived at ateh's house with amet..just arrived knocking the door..n amet received a call from his dad, he fell n sit on the ground..i was too shock that my heart just frozed n couldnt accept the truth..my feeling jumbled up n the feeling of hugging some1 surrounded me..i hold the tears n when anis call, it just flowed n at that time..i wanted to be next to her instantly..the last time i saw her was last year..i spent almost 4 months with her..tok u'll be miss n i know u;re at a better place..al-fatihah..
after a few days we went back to KL n i stayed in putrajaya. it was the 1st day of ramadhan..last thursday i went back to hostel n yesterday i went to along's house along with ateh n bg.jat for 'berbuka'. last week i was so busy managing n making the blog. ateh's starting a business, selling shawl n hijab online. the materials r good n pretty. i hope it will go well..
now, here i am..almost 4am with puffy eyes n blocked nose..from over emotionally cried becuz of something i thought it would nvr happen again..n it does..how would u loosen a very tight bind, knot, strap n watever it is? it's torturing when even a little treat can't be granted. it's like preventing a volcano from errupting which will make it more vigorous when it errupted. i just feel like retreating myself n be in my shell..doing watever that'll make me happy. i need to sleep for today..it's the 1st day of new sem...i screwed up last sem n i need to retake some subject..i'm tired of being sick all the time n rellying on the medicine..it waste my money..a lot..i even refused to buy anymore medicine...
my skin is very dry..nyway..just another music moment..by yuna ito..
the song with deep meaning..
Truth
Miss You
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