i'm tired...i'm tired of being angry..but tell me what do i do?
i need to find a way to forgive i guess...to understand n to know the real plan..
can i have days without disappointment? what do i need to do?
what did i miss? where's the gap? is it wrong of what i've been doing?
the words are just plain words...
i don't wanna do this anymore...cuz it made me fatigue..n..
it's crazy how the pain seems to overflow..i just don't understand why..
why does it have to go on n on like that...am i asking too much?
even if i cry a thousand tears..does it make any different?
i'm afraid i will close this door once n for all..just don't trigger it too much..
maybe it's me who's not welcome in ur life....it's me who will never..
never ever understand u