I do not know why this week i becoming so weak, i can't even think straight. the worst thing is that i became so dumb n stupid. i can't do work correctly, i became so clumsy, so sensitive. all i know is cry n cry....what is wrong with me? i'm all fine with my subjects except one tho. i think my brain is still phobia from what had happened when i was in chem grade 12. the same thing is happening perhaps? it is just that 1 damn subject n a damn lecturer. I compared my essay n my works between film & arts n Human Comm. i could write a 3 pages essay of film & arts but NOT a paragraph of speech for human comm. goodness....now i'm drenching my text templated with my tears. wadda hell is happening to u fifah!!!?? but wat do i care, its human comm paper..hah. my heart keep on screaming "dont give up!!!" but my head just can't work~! maybe it's true that i am not that good n i can't prove n change myself.. stab me n let me bleed.