aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....its already feb..aaaargh my stomach ache agaaaain~!!
ehem, i went to UTP for FESCO event last thurs on the 12. it was not so long trip but tiring. the accomodation was OK the not so OK was due the the hostel area, quite creepy~~~ i shared room with reen. the girls were fine tho some were bitchy. hahhahaha! around 20 other colleges n unis joined the event. the most funny thing was when the boys showed their 'feminine' side.. LOL!! with the 'darling' n drag queen movement. hahahha. it made me forgot all the hectics. tho i was partially heartbroken, but i can't stand looking at reen 1/2 way dead with the loads she's handling n cuz of 'certain' ppl attitudes. had 3-4 fights n sobbed. hahaha. they had a workshop for 2 days, it was mek mulung dance & theatre. an ancient traditional dance. dad call on thursday evening after he check in. i was about to cry but had to hold in front of every1. i cried few times there lols.
i couldnt spend my last days with daddy b4 he fly back to qatar. i planned it very well that i would spend my time with them on tuesday n wed, but then SOMEONE just came n ruined that plan. i CANT even sit quietly with daddy, was rushing here n there. when i was 'dropped' at train station i COULDNT even HUG him nor say goodbye properly. i was a total HEARTBROKEN!!!
I sobbed few times, i controlled my tears while waiting for the train. i tried to make myself busy cuz i didnt want to think of the fact that i won't bid daddy bai2 n the fact that i wont c him for months. even now i feel like crying..mama will go home on 28th, thank god it's saturday, so i could go home. after mama went back, i knew my life wont be as peaceful as it is right now...i do not want to talk bout it, cuz it just made my brain feel like screaming. i hv 2 months more to go, then sem break, i wished to stay here if i can..!! :D
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