oh yes...love story..uhuh..wat a tragic..tsk..hahahaha!!
it's the song by Taylor Swift n i love this track so much. xP. i just got the chance to write on my blog. whenever i hv the chances to log in on Uni's comp, there was an error on the page. heartbreaking..hehe. anyway, rite now i'm at sg.long, went back home for the CNY holiday. i just updated my songs list. can't get enough of Love Story n of cos So She Dances =D! tho thinking of u n sober kinda sad but i like those songs. *listening to so she dances over n over again*

i dissappeared for a while, due to no internet access. eventho there's uni's lab BUT it was freaking lagging!! huhuhu..i want my comp badly, but dad said i'll be getting a laptop! yeay for me!!
thank u daddy~~!! muah~! hahaha. classes were OK, all the computersszz..hope i can freah-king score this time cuz cuz i've learnt most of the topics. film & arts is quite hard, well not actually hard but kind of interesitng but boring at the same time. already had an essay to do. =_="
hum hum, i didnt make any friends yet. well i do hv few but just hi hi bye bye. thats all. i dont feel like making any good one..lol. plus the students in my classes MAJORLY are snobbish. like i care. hmmphm~! oh yes, next month, need to budget my pocket money, especially in eating..wahahahhaha!! i ate too muchy2. lols. i was tempted by all the delicious foods i see n think of. hahahaha. getting up early was another problem huhu. mostly class starts at 8am, i woke up at 7. the torment of morning shower always made me froze on the bed for 5 mins, hahaha. it was toooooo cold..huhuhu T_T. my life there is honestly very boring BUT peaceful. YES ITS PEACEFUL!!!!
great news~ mama n daddy r coming back on this saturday~~ YEAY!! i miss them very3 much.
n i am so excited on getting my own laptop n my comp back..ahahaha..call me greedy watever..
but those r my liiifeeeee...ahaha. anyway got to start working on my assignments =)

I had a great3 wonderful weeeks so far on this new year. days of peacefulness n my own time. tho sometimes i did cry due to missing this n that but above all, i am happy. very happy after wat had happen. n i wish to stay like that fro few months or years perhaps forever..tho its a wishful thinking, but i believe i'll obtain it somehow. i can smile n laugh with all my heart often now. there was once, i was lying down on my bed. i just finished talking with mama on the phone then suddenly a thought came n whispered saying 'fifa, u already 20 a grown up' at that time, flash of memories came passed my mind. i scanned n scanned all of it, it was like a once beautiful rotten apple. it started with a very delicate perfect story. my childhood years, my adolescence moments. all were full of fun n happiness. but as it goes on n on, everything changed. its like the verse in Sober song ' when it's good, then it's good, it's so good 'til it goes bad'. sigh.
but now, i want it to start a new, it's been 20 years i live i thanked god for that. n its the time for a new changes. the past years were full of agony n somehow remorse. walk on the new path n dance with a better steps. i've found wat i need n will pursue what i'm missing. the pieces of existence are yet scattered everywhere. :D