i feel so not in the mood to do anything..i might going back to kl this monday, i really2 wanna go back but then felt like i wanna stay, heh.. i just feel lost~ talking bout losing..i lost my fav cookie t-shirt, lost interest in playing on9 game (which is totally inexplicable), lost my appetite sometimes, lost my mood few times, lost hope & lost excitement of what i expected.

random song verse
' just because everything changing,
doesn't mean its never been this way before'

warrgghh..i don't know wat to write..eveything is just emptyyyy..donno wat to do either...sigh.
for many days i didnt cry or feel sad but when i ask bout that question or even when i wanna tell/talk something...same thing happen..heh..no where to go.