I'm sitting in front of my pweecious monitor n wondering what to do. freaking bored and as i read through my previous post in my fs blog, i said 'heck no way i wrote those' hahahah.. the words, the grammar n whatsoever were soooo delicate, ha ha..talking bout praising oneself. finished reading this n that, looking at old pictas n frens' page, my fingers suddenly felt so itchy. was it cause of the evil ants that wont leave me alone n keep on biting me wherever i am?? uh oh! wat happen?!! i felt a sudden urged of strong magnet pulling my fingertips towards a white rectangular board with alphabets n numbers keys . i tried to fight the force but no, i am too weak to fight. the fingers are moving on its own! nuuoooo my fingers are being possessed~! heeellpp...aargh. bad fingers, bad bad. hahahahha!

phew its fun to be dramatic..but its not fun when u're doing it alone n in front of ur monitor..that's not dramatic, that's lunatic..n i'm not insane..yet :3

soooo..back to reality. lately i admit that i was feeling down down down into the pit, which pit i dunno n dont ask me. why i'm feeling down, well cuz of certain reasooonsszz. i felt so tired n weak everyday, sleeping seemed to be the only solution. cuz my brain is resting n don't know whats going on around me, except when anis kicked my back...she even attempted to push me down the bed. =_=" n wats more, i dont feel like eating too. but when i'm starving i did eat. (who wont?)

but then it got me thinking, if i dont eat then i'll get sick then cant do that n this, yada yada~~ someone far far would worry like hell. right right??? sooo i still do my daily task like a normal human being =D take the control n forward things up~~~~ -bzzbzzbzz- today i feel much better n again dont ask why. cuz it just happen, i felt an immediate zest. just 'bang!' like dat.

atm i'm waiting for the letter from UCSI, acceptance letter. blame the national post office! i've talked to mom n dad n it's quite settled. tho i'm still waiting for the 'conclusion' but can't wait much longer dude. the show must go ooon..emm i mean time is moving n i can't just stand there not doing anything anymore. need to put these feet forward again. :D

right now i'm in kedah since 2nd nov. i continue my driving class. ii D-R-I-V-E on the R-O-A-D wahahaahha!! just believe it n stop laughing out loud!! the instructor said i'm good n can drive :P! but he didnt know how much i slack while doing the parking n erm the 3 edges thingy. who wont play around when their tutor disappear to somewhere else n confidently let u drive his training car around? -ME- ahahahha! But i DID NOT crash on any trees or cars or people err..yea people, or even the poles. =D tho i cant see the front much but i can still do it safely without harming anything. ohohoo. the aftermath was body ache!! i donwanna drive anymore lol..still remember that 1 hour of torment. doing parking n 3 edges thingy for 1 hour non-stop. the result was , i couldnt feel my left toes. wahaahahhaha. i even changed to right foot to press the clutch..ngahahaha..that was crazy n again i did not ram onto anything.

-catching my breath-

Mir just called n my heart went like BAD-DUM..lol!! i was tooo concentrate n was resting my head on my hand. hahahaha.huf huf..

so yeah, the driving thingy. i did drive on the road. first i was like..'shiiieeettt' hahaha.. i was scared to the point i wanna let go of that steering. -if i do that i wont be here- i then gathered all my courage to face the devilish road. turning my head left n right with full caution. feet following the rhythm of my hands. -background music Pompeii by E.S Posthumus- hahahaha. the second time it was all fine. n yea, i made it back safely. truthfully, i did enjoy my classes despite before going to the class, i was so lazy to go. ngehehehe. now i only hv 1 more class left n ready to steeeeer that wheeel. hihihihihi..

there goes my first post, n later i'll write more. quite long plus i'm starving. ~.~